New Years BS

It's cold.

I love friends. And guitars. They rule.

I continuously give my honey kisses too early. :P

I don't have resolutions.

I have the hiccups. 

Icks.

Well.... Now What?

I don't have anymore things to do...

This makes me sad.

I shall just talk about my day.

I finished my last final this morning.

Then I came home and showered.

Hmmm. I spent most of the day lying around.

Went and got dinner at this awesome Thai restaurant that we love.

Groceries and money orders.

Then I made No Bake Cookies and did some of the dishes.

Now... More lying around doing nothing.

Who am I

I am a singer, a girlfriend, a sister,

a daughter, a friend, a writer, a reader,

a total babe. :P

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I would. 

But I'm too drunk from celebrating the end of finals.

Hahaha.

Almost Done

Next 30 Day Goals:

Get to Colorado safely.

Have great time with Debbie and Co.

Get to Vegas safely.

Have a good time with my family and friends.

Get to Tucson safely.

Have a good time with my buds.

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

I hope to become more motivated and stop slacking so much.

I'm a year older. Yippee.

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Probably get married and have a family.

What's Missing?

I miss old 90's cartoons.

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

I'm in love. 

<3

Friends Forever

My friends (the few that I have)

RULE

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

No.

House (of) Bones

I love House and Bones.

BEST SHOWS EVER!!!

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

Because nothing really bad has ever happened to me?

So Much Fail

Late late late

Dear Mom and Dad

You rule.

Thanks for everything.

Love,

Jessica

Day 24 → Choose a song and dedicate it to someone. Why?

We're the Best of Friends

Fox and the Hound

Cuz... Uh... we are.

Movies and Wishes

I don't really have a favorite movie.

There are many I really like,

But not a specific one that stands out as a favorite.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

I wish I had tried out for Footloose freshman year.

That would have been awesome.

Way Back When

My earliest memory.... 

Well. I have some false memories because I have seen some home videos.

Which means that I only THINK I remember when really, I probably don't.

Anyway. First memory.

I was 3 and it was Jenni's 1st birthday. 

My grandma tied the balloons to my arms and made me jump on the trampoline. 

:( It hurt my arms.

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

I wish I hadn't broken up with him that way.

That wasn't very nice and it was basically for nothing.

Day 21 → Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. 

What do you do?

Cry. 

Pray.

Wait at the hospital.

Ask for forgiveness.

Marriage and Drugs/Alcohol

I can really see my current boyfriend and I getting married someday. :D

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Well. Currently, all are illegal to me.

So technically, I shouldn't have an opinion. :P

What's In A Name?

Libby : Self given name. 

All of my friends in grade school had nicknames that went along with their last name. 

My last name has "flag" in it, so I wanted mine to be patriotic themed. 

So I went with Lady Liberty. 

Which I shortened to Libby.

Tigger: Name given by Sister

We like Winnie the Pooh.

I liked Tigger.

She liked Piglet.

So I'm Tigger and she's Piglet.

Freckles: Given by many

I have a lot of freckles.

Kinda self explanatory.

Muffin/Puddin Pop/Honey Bear/Baby:

Things my boyfriend calls me.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Already covered religion.

Politics: Don't care.

Falling Behind

Ohh noo! I hate falling behind.

So I plan to..... be an adult someday and do adult things. 

Get a house.

A career.

Married.

Children.

Grandchildren.

I'd also like to travel.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

If it makes you happy, go for it.

It's not like gay marriage is going to corrupt "marriage" when

straight people do more to f*** up those marriages than gay people do anyway.

Fascinations

I am really fascinated with my boyfriends dad.

He's kind of psycho sometimes. 

I try to understand what he's thinking when he does things sometimes.

He really doesn't need to hurt the people who love him like that.

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Harry Potter? Lol. That's my answer to any book question. 

But seriously? Hmmm...

Recently I read a story in British Literature

Oroonoko by Aphra Behn.

It's about a black man, a prince, who is captured into slavery.

Very interesting.

Dancing With Myself

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

I can definitely live without people creating drama. Ugh.

And mosquitoes. They can rot. :/

Top 10

All That I Got - Fergie

Don't Bring Me Down - Black Eyed Peas

This Afternoon - Nickelback

Time of Dying - Three Days Grace

A Child Called "It" - Buckcherry

Despertar - Aisha Duo

Gold Digger - Glee Version

Control - Puddle of Mudd

Girl - Across the Universe Soundtrack

Home - Staind

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Breathing. 

It's pretty freaking hard to live without it.

I've tried. 

Not fun.

Whoops

Uh oh. Lost my charger so I didn't get a chance to post yesterday. :( But I'm here now. It's okay. 

Hmm. I don't have any pictures of my Mom and Leland with me. :/ Maybe next time.

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. 


Uh. A hero is not supposed to let you down. That is not a hero. That is human. So, your question was phrased wrong, my dear. Now I am confused and do not have an answer.

Dear, Dear Diary

Dear Life,

You have been quite naughty recently.

I wish you would be nice more often.

Love, 

Jessica

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough times.

Uhhhh. Enya? ;)

This Time Baby I'll Be Bulletproof

• Woke up at 10:00
• Looked up movie times
• Went to see Harry Potter 7 in theaters. Again.
• Came home and did my hair and makeup for dinner.
• Played Guess Who? with Simone.
• Played frisbee with Christo and Simone.
• Ate Cake and Ice Cream.
• Going to eat dinner at a super nice Italian place in about an hour.
• Hanging out with my friend Kelsey and her boyfriend.
• Sleep.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

I never really get complimented on my laziness..... probably because it isn't really something that should be complimented.

Indie vs. Mainstream

Both have a very special place in my heart.

In other words, I don't care.

End of story.

Since I'm doing this every day, and I've been faithful,

I might as well finish the other one too.

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Mostly my voice or my eyes. :D 

People really seem to love my eyes.

Sing to Me

Happy: Not Like the Movies - Katy Perry

Sad: Hoppipolla - Sigur Ros

Bored: Metal Heart - Cat Power

Hyped: Say Hey (I Love You) - Michael Frenti and Spearhead

Mad: A River Flows in You - Yiruma

Pride

Honestly, there hasn't been much to be proud of the last few days.

I have been feeling pretty crappy.

But, at least I have come to terms with what needs to be done from now on.

And I guess that is something to be proud of.

Oh, God.

Religion.

It's a sticky subject.

Recently I have come to the realization that I just don't know anymore. 

I accept whatever you have to teach me.

Then, I will use my own brain to decide what I believe.

 Doing what your leader of worship tells you

 is not a relationship with God.

That is called ignorance.

Think with your own heart and head and everything will be just fine.

What/Who Affects Me

This boy right here affects everything in my life everyday. 

I love him so much.

Kick-Ass

Hmmm. This is a tough one. 

My sister is obsessed with Wolverine so I hear about him a lot and he's cool.

 But I really don't have a specific favorite. 

 Lol. That's all I have to say today. :P

Home Sweet Home

Ugh, I Wish

The habit I hate is my sweets addiction.

If I find something I think will be tasty, I get it.

Not so great for someone trying to lose weight.

Or at least thinking of trying to lose weight.

:P

Although, that's probably my biggest problem right there.

Always thinking never doing.

A Day in The Life

18th Birthday Party

A Moment of Love

Sweet Disposition

(Urban Dictionary)

1) Noun that refers to the combination of qualities that identifies a person one has strong affection with arising out of kinship or personal ties 2) Savior from the pain of emotions and bringer to feel the true capacity of the heart 3) A nickname for the one with absolute true but unpredictable love.

I got this name from a song by Temper Trap. It's pretty.

♥ 

Jess

Let's Try This Again, Shall We?

Taken during my Eval this morning

1. I love my life, even when I feel like I don't.

2. I sing. Fairly well.

3. My sister is my best friend.

4. I hate being alone. HATE IT.

5. I am majoring in English Education.

6. My ex choir teacher is my mom's boyfriend.

7. I get extremely nervous for my family when I know they are driving somewhere. Even just around the block.

8. I love Youtube, Blogger, and all of my random comics.

9. I want to be an English Teacher, but I HATE writing essays.

10. I have a lot of "distant" friends. Not that they don't love me, or I them. We just aren't super close friends.

11. I am obsessed with all things weddings.

12. My boyfriend is everything to me. I love him.

13. I am impatient and selfish.

14. I have "motivational" problems.

15. I follow a lot of blogs of people I know personally without them knowing it.

New 30 Day?

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day06-  Your favorite super hero and why

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08- Your views on religion

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad

Day 11- Your views on mainstream music.

Day 12- Bullet your entire day

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19- Nicknames you have and why you have them

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22- Your earliest memory.

Day 23- Your favourite movie and what it’s about. 

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Day 25- One of your favourite shows.

Day 26- What you think about your friends?

Day 27- Something that you miss.

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29- Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30- Who are you?

More Wedding Bliss

So I've given up on the whole "30 day post" if you couldn't tell.

 I had some stuff go on that got me off track and I don't feel like finishing. 

Whatever.

But on to nice news!!!! 

I am still obsessed with weddings!!!!

Hahah. Guess it's not very nice to some. *coughcoughchristophercoughcough*

But I was inspired and made something uber pretty. 

Yep. There ya go. :D

I like it.

 ♥

Jess

Day 10

So yeah. This is super late. But whatever.

Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know.

No one. I have done all of this and I'm happier for it.

♥

Jess

Day 9

Day 09 → Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted.

This would have to be some of my friends from high school.

They were great to me. :D

I still talk to some of them and they still make me smile.

Love you all.

♥

Jess

Day 8

Day 08: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

Well.

This one goes without saying.

My ex-step father.

Day 7

So, this should have been up a few days ago.

 But yet again, my source didn't post so I couldn't. 

However, I got the list from him so now I can do it on my own! YAY!

Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.

So, since I already did one about Jennifer, I'm going to pick someone new. She can't hog ALL of my lovey posts. Lol.

This honor would have to go to my amazing boyfriend, Christopher.

Our one year anniversary is tomorrow. :D

He makes me smile and laugh. 

My day is always so much better when I'm with him.

My school year would have been incredibly crappy without him.

I love him.

♥

Jess